failure
i never really thought about failure that much in my life, but it makes sense why people always really say you need it.
truthfully, if you arent failing everyday the day is wasted. you never pushed your boundaries to be in comfort. Failure should be expected and normalized. We be acting it's like the end or be all but ya know to fail is so normal.
Infact, if we think about activities that we do, failure is likely tied into the activity which is normalized. So, think like rock climbing. You technically fail every climb that you don't finish. But, who actually feels this way? you just fell off and in a min you get to try again. That is in essence failing crux. To just keep failing and that's okay.
I think I'm scared of failure just because of how people keep putting such emphasis on it. But, it doesn't even have to be like that. A shift is paradigm would probably fix this issue. To see failure as necessary. Shit no, i'd just get rid of the world failure in my mind. It's so useless.
The word itself is just to emphasis loss what a dumb word. It's probably tied to the feeling of education when we failed a test or failed people. So dumb, the more i write about this the more angry i feel cause it's such a redundant word. I hope i keep failing or keep doing without scared of loss.