is thought useless
lately i've been sitting in the morning trying to write whatever is on my mind. not in a reflective type of way but to speak my ideas and thoughts out loud. to really make more sense of it, rather than letting it wondering my mind forever.
i thought I've been having is it useless of me to just think and think without action. sure, to think of my issues and bothers is important but is it what I need? is it useful to myself if I don't act on it?
it's just like reading books/self-help books. reading is just motion, but without actions that takes the advice to heart does it really matter all that much? am I really making action is what I want to know. can I control my own destiny or will I mindless consume like usual. is action what I enjoy or the motion of trying? am I faking to myself what I truly want? do I really want impact? is the feeling of being useless enough?