power of no results
recently i keep comming across the idea of doing things for the sake of it. for example, in pottery throwing pots knowing well ahead of time that it's going to be cut to see how well i thrown it. another may be writing blogs without publishing my content.
it just relieves me of so much stress that i can just continue doing it without feeling any pressures. i think i actually enjoy a lot of things in this world but I've been too scared to do it. whether making videos or just doing activities outside of my comfort zone. as i grow this pain has subdued a lot. maybe it's anxiety.
i think i wrote it wrong but the thing that i dislike is whenever a result is at the end of it, my mind fixates on the reward. if i go out of my to destroy the potential gain it all fails/doesn't matter anymore. it makes me feel a sense of relief and joy cause i can just do!