prune
god damn, the other day i was called a prune.
Uban Dictionary: (of a person, action, or motive) lacking consideration for others; concerned chiefly with one's own personal profit or pleasure.
to be honest, i think my humour is more aggressive compared to others. which is totally not fine depending on the person who I'm talking too. it's just so habited that just happens.
like, I'm not tryna affect others or cause distress. of course, its subjective what exactly is a prune, and in some situations it's fine. recently, i been thinking that I've been doing it more often. taking a more aggressive/mean approach to the words I pick which means is should soften.
it's so embedded in the person i am it's almost contrary to how i exist. how does a person go from A to G. i don't think it's a sub-curious issue, it's the type of humour I'm around. i refuse to think the solution is distancing myself from "toxic" humour. maybe just writing my issue makes me more conscious about it.
need to come back about it for later. will update once i reflect and work on it.