slob writing
at the start i felt like i needed to edit. it was a big part of why i was so stressed posting on bear. for some reason as i continue to read more I slowly adopted a more "slob" writing style. shi, i wouldn't even call this a writing style.
all I'm doing is writing the words without a care in the world. the words are then corrected through grammally and the rest is left as is. but, for some reason once i started this i really couldn't stop. its so fun to just throw words on a doc without a care in the world. even reading it i feel more joy compared to if i didn't.
i suspect its the authenticity that goes into writing like this. not like writing with clarity takes away from the authenticity of the blog, but this a little charm to the type of writing of being careless. almost as if its being naked in front of people. so free from judgement of how people react that they just live their life.
though i do eventually want to continue to write more formally and carefully. its allow me to keep writing each day which i think its more important anyway. focus on routine and then slowly adapt better practices as we continue to be better writers.
its really funny, i look back on some of the blogs and words don't even make sense some times. spacing or thoughts just disjointed, flow disrupted, and ideas fragmented. but, its not an academic piece of writing. its for me anyway.
ill keep reading blogs and learning about different styles, in the future maybe I'll adopt a different way of writing. lets not even call it a style cause i don't even know what I'm doing here. kinda a disgrace to call it a style now i think about it lol.