time
I kind of always think about this but no topics were coming to my head, so I'll default to time.
it feels like time is just going by so fast lately. today is my last day in London before i go back to Toronto for reading week and it feels as though i just got here. damn, even first year felt super recent compared to now. i know i know time is relative and of course the present will feel close to the past when we think in the present. still sucks.
makes me wondering, if this is a shift of mindset issue or a problem with death? why do i always feel so odd talking about time. is it cause it's limited and we don't have enough time? is it cause time relates to death? is it cause i relate my own value relative to time?
who knows, but i guess most people come up with the fact that they spent their time well rather than focus on what's left. man, if i were eating a hamburger of course I'm thinking about the part i have left cause it directly influences me. it's so hard to think from the reverse. who even does that. if i eat half my burger how am i gonna think about the half i just ate.
I'm going to need to practice this switch but it may be a good change. focusing on what had happened then what could.